okay back in summer vacation  I was very bored..... and now I don't even know how will I manage my schedule.

Exams and papers are all lining up for my attention.The question is why am I not doing it now? And the answer is........... I just don't want to
I still have to find my will to do things.
I hope it comes soon cause the deadline is also soon

ha........

Now I am a person in the middle of summer vacation!!

I know I am suppose to be happy cause it is finally a no school/ no work time, but unfortunately the happiness disappeared after two weeks of doing nothing.

now I am as bored as hell!!!

I never wrote anything in this journal for my graduation day, maybe because I will feel sadder if I do. Now think I already got over the sadness of parting and can talk about my feelings.

 I am actually a transfer student in that school, I only transferred there when I was third year. I remember crying a lot when I left my friends in manila and studied here in Laguna. I was lost and scared at first because I don’t have friends and I am alone. Soon some people went to me to make friends and I found out how friendly the students there. Not only the students but the teachers made me feel welcomed too ( I think this is because my tita is a teacher as well but still I appreciate their kindness). Soon felt so at ease there, I forgot my loneliness and moved forward.

Now that we have gone to our separate ways I felt like I have lost my new family cause even if I have only been there for two years, the people there made me feel a certain kindness and acceptance that only my family can give.

I want to thank all of the people there who shared their love to me and made me feel happy.